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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Yeah! Paint a HOME 2005 is over!! I seriously had a lot of fun during Paint A Home. Even though i always kena "aim" by them over the GREEn RoOm, i still find that i did a pretty good job!
Oh.. the GREEn ROOM story.. nb.. one of my group of volunteers when to paint the whole room green. YES!! even the ceilings GREEN!! then i kena niao by SY n ZH.. hey! it seriously was not my fault what... i was painting the OTHER room all the while then they just happy used up all the green paint that i gave them....
Then hor i think its because 1st day volunteers kena scared already when they realize that they paint the wrong colour that they dun care to come for the 2nd day. In the end i only have 3 volunteers for the 2nd day and they were all NEW.
HEY!! i know that i just painted my room green only hor... but i dun LOVE green!! i am neutral with it~
After that kena arrow to return the log stuff again... its been a long time since i useed so much of my strength.. since the last 120mm live firing i guess. STOOPID OSA!! build so many steps for F!! do they noe how shag it is to carry the emulsion paint to club room!!
wahaha.. enough whining for now~ shall upload the pics once i receive them.
p.s: To a Friend; dun think so much n let nature take its course.

CANTtakeIT;12:48 AM

Sunday, May 29, 2005

i am super exhuasted... spent the whole week painting my room.. then now the week end doing paint a home.. its damn siong... my body is giving way!! n i oso went for a job interview!!
Mum hated the colour of my room.. too malay she says!! I hate and like it.. Liked the colur but think i did a bad job -.-" yah... so much for the YEP xperience eh?
yest went for a dinner with a friend.. "got something to tell u" he said.
N i spent the whole night listening to his story.. weird though.. not a BGR story but something about his perception of friends.. the talk with him really spark a lot of things in my mind as well..
"its not about the time your spent 2gether but the degree of communication that ur had"
so deep.. it sound to me...
jia lat.. i think my mind is not functioning le.. ok.. shall shut down here..

DAMN!! i really hope SONY hire me for their PC fair.. else i really have to dig gold mine le.. SHIT!! shld have been more confident then!

CANTtakeIT;12:37 AM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Finally I am starting on my vacation job. YES! its outdoor sales. I also hate this kinda job but guess i am there just to kill time and at the same time hope that i can get some sales. Actually i was quite impressed by the trainer today. Yean was his name and he was a very positive person. At least thats what he protray himself as. Though i know that he is bullshitting us on a lot of his stories (personal experience as a sales person) but i still chose to believe in his "beautiful lies". Guess i also wanna feel positive in my thinking? Prob something that i have been lacking these days?
YES!! i WANT saLES!! so come to me man!! anyone got any lobang any take-ups for SCV or maxonline plz come to me!! ( <--- wahaha since when has blogging been my channel of advertising?)

PAH coming in 7days time!!

CANTtakeIT;12:58 AM

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Today I sat in for a job training at North Brigde Centre, just beside Parco Bugis Junction. As usual, I am back to the job as being a salesman. But I guess this time it is something like downgrade. Downgrade to direct sales. For your people who do not know what is direct sales, it means TO GO AROUND BEGGING THEM TO BUY YOUR PRODUCT.
YES! IT'S PURELY COMMISSION BASED!! <--- so if anyone of your is interested in SCV or Maxonline plz plz look for me can? Come to think of it, I have always resented outdoor sales but I have no idea how come I went for the job training. Guess its because I am simply too free eh? N I also met XY at the place. I simply cannot stand her when she start worrying about this and worry about that. Worry that she cannot sell, worry that she don't know how to sell, worry that she waste her time. RELAX!! I also have my doubts, but no one knows till you try right? The 4hour product training was really taxing and a lot of late-comers kept coming in after 2pm. Damn... waste a lot of time. Actually think I am expericing what XY is feeling.. what if I stand there for the whole day w/o any sales? That means suck thumb no pay.... hmm... should remain positive for the time being.
Nb... so time wasting to DL mp3 nowadays.. spent 2hr to DL the jolin album.. then only DL 4 songs only.. kaoz..

CANTtakeIT;11:17 PM

Wah.. been having quite a lot of suai things happening recently. Think its probably because I have been rotting at home that's why. Have to go out to breathe some fresh air. Yesterday ZX jio me for a job interview as a promoter for starhub.
"It says there for roadshow and I think the pay is not bad" says he
"OK! I dun mind since I am rotting at home" say me
"Ok then meet you at 145pm at Bugis MRT" says he

What the hell.. its 1pm when I receive the SMS lor. In the end have to take a cab. Heng the cab driver was a very friendly driver. Help me save the $1 ERP charge by parking outside Bugis.

"So ah boy... where you working now?" says uncle
"No lah.. I am studying, now holidays" says me
"Oh which poly?"says uncle
"Erm.. NUS" says me
"Ai seh! Da xua sheng ar!! See you ah beng face dun look like a uni student ley" says uncle
-.-" (really that jia lat meh?)

In the end the job was a purely commission based type of job....

Then was sort of cheated today also. After gym and swimming with W, we went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to redeem our hard work. Saw this super deal at the restaurant beside the cinema.
$4.95 MAIN COURSE, FREE DRINK FOR STUDENTS!
"Sure a not? Gia lets go in and try" says he
"Hmmm... I will have the black pepper chicken chop." says him
"Wo! This tornado sausage looks delicious!"says me

Then came the long awaited dish!!

-.-"
in the end stoopid W was laughing his head off.
Wah!! how many times did they magnified the dish? Obviously the sausage is half the size lor! It cannot even fill half the plate if your notice and there is only 2 scoops of pathetic mash potato with the black pepper dressing. And dun you think the susage looks a bit like erm.. Bull's ****? Is this fraud? Cheating? Dupe?
Hope my luck in finding a decent well paid job "zuo bo" job would be better.

By the way, CONGRATES TO TWINS!! because today is the day when Twins was formed!

CANTtakeIT;12:37 AM

Monday, May 16, 2005

Yesterday I saw something damn funny while i was about to take the lift at my block. Some real estate agent sticks an ad at the lift landing of my block.

Hmmm... makes me wonder if real estate agents need basic qualification of PSLE? Also, it seems like teaching still remain the top most dreamed of professional among HDB dwellers. SALUTE THE NOBLE TEACHERS LIVING IN MY BLOCK! ;p

CANTtakeIT;3:02 AM

Friday, May 13, 2005

Damn... my whole body is aching... had a super work out 2day!
Went back to sch to play tennis with KT. The weather was damn hot and i really suck at tennis. So hard to master the technique of hitting the ball straight, let even hit it with accuracy.
Finally got a chance to really meet up with KT's gf cause after tennis we went for lunch at bugis. Met up with her at Sim Lim while we were looking for his original software. Stoopid shit.. went there to compare the $ of the original software cause he was so satisfied with himself for getting the pirated version at JB. N he started telling her all the "bad" things that i "teach" him the moment she appear. She is quite a nice ger, quiet and very gentle i would say. Felt happy for KT that he's able to find such a nice ger and they are very compatible also.
*sobz sobz* KT dumped me!!
Just my luck to ran into W on my way back home. Kena psycho-ed by him to play bball.
"I am damn shag le.. just came back from playing tennis ley"
"Aiyah can one lah... meet 6 ar.. dun dua ar!"

N the next moment i was down at the bball court. Feeling super tired now.. my eyes are starting to close while i am typing this entry. Later still got drinking session with the guys at the "altar" to celebrate the "defeat" of someone n TOMOLO STILL GOT PAH MEETING IN SCH AT 11!! Haha think the "altar" is really a cursed place.. hmm... maybe shld really consider the idea of burning down the place??

CANTtakeIT;10:48 PM

Thursday, May 12, 2005

I did something really stoopid 2day. Something that I had wanted to do all along while I was having my exams but i mange to supress the thought. Dun know why but 2day/2night the though just came back. I told myself that i have to do it, else i will keep thinking about it. I went to the coffee club express at harbour front.....
Yes.. for those who know the story... i went to eat the Rum n Raisin Choc Truffle.. all along i had wanted to know how it taste like. Izzit really that sweet?? izzit really that nice?? izzit really that heavenly?? I wanted to taste for myself! Good thing for me was that there was still 2 slices even though i arrive q late (bout 2045). Without any hesistation, i sat down and ordered the it.

yah.. cant deny that it was really nice but it no longer have the same taste that i have pictured it to taste in my mind. The feeling is gone....gone just like everything else that once was in my heart. i sat there stoning after i finished the cake. Alot of things kept running thru my mind but i have no idea what they are.. just plain stoning.... (guess its because everything happens for a reason... even the cake. guess it shld never have cross onto my path in the 1st place)
btw.. have to criticise on the stoopid waiters at coffee club. DAmn!! all the waiters are malay n their service sux! Stoopid Shit!! Stand there nothing to do n dun even bother to come to refill my water. The worse thing was they ate the Mac fries that the customer left behind!!!

Haiz.. not bad.. finally did something that I wanted to do so badly... guess i have nothing buzzing in my head anymore le eh??

"At 1st though u still can be saved" says she
"But now ley?" says me
"No cure loh... all medicine no use" says she
"There is a med.. but no one can prescribe that to me.." says me
"Only you can cure yourself" says she

yes! 3 more episode more!!

CANTtakeIT;12:55 AM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

yeah.. finally got my blog up and running!! Just came back from my so called "supper"
Same thing.. maggi mee at the 7-11.. damn! y can't any smart guy with a bit of biz mind just open a 24hr eatery in purmei so that i wun have to keep eating maggi mee dstairs with p. bros and have some real decent n nice food?
Haiz.. exams are finally over.. isn't that what i have been wishing for 2 weeks ago when i was still suffering in the library? Those days when i slept at 5am and wake up at 10am to continue misery in the library. Come to think of it.. how did i survive those days? But now.. it seems that my life is so boring!! I got nothing to do!! Been rotting at home for the past few days n trying to keep myself busy by learning how to use HTML.... surely there must be something meaning for me to do that i will really enjoy eh? Actually there are so many things that i can do or at least what i can think of but it seems that my heart is not really with me. Feels like i am doing things half-heartedly. 4gotten where i left my heart le. Any clues?

CANTtakeIT;3:05 AM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Ouch... my ass hurts. I am starting to feel the "hangover" from yesterday's night cycling. My body is aching all over. Guess my fitness level is getting worse. HOw how to get a silver for my ippt this in-camp??
East coast park at night does have a special feel to it. The cool breeze, sounds of the splashing waves and the serenity. It feels so good to be able to cycle again and waste my time like that. Damn i just love holidays!! On the way back we cycled around tanjong pagar and ended up at Ann Siang hill unknowingly. (For those ignorant people.. its a HOT place for a lot of gays to go chiong) Guess was the gay-ish side of Pang that drew us there. Haha it was the 1st time i really "visit" a gay pub even though i heard a lot about it from one of my friend. RAW! what a suggestive name.. n the exterior decor was as exotic. Just like those you see in the movies, gives me the feeling of people taking drugs, drunk, dark, mysterious kinda feeling.
The night scene of Singapore is not that spectaculor but i guess riding around the places on a bicycle at night makes the night exploration more mysterious and thrilling. The feeling of getting to explore lanes, alleys and places that I pass by everyday on bus is so great. The other thing is most prob the company. Pang and I chatted alot throughout the trip. Haha stirred the shit of a lot of people, talk about girls, money and a lot of other shit.
Haiz guess its time i go and really scout for a job to earn my pocket money for the next semester. Lets just pray that i can find a well paid part time that i will enjoy.

CANTtakeIT;11:15 AM

Monday, May 09, 2005

Yeah!! finally got the time to start up my blog... hmm.. actually this is my 2nd attempt. I registered for a blog account before but I have forgotten my account name and password le. Guess I can start blogging like all the other zillion bloggers that is already here?
Haha will try to figure out how to "beautify" my blog space and blog more frequently. At least thats what i will try to do. Actually quite a weird kinda feeling...was feeling quite emotional before I started typing but as i go along i realize that this feeling is kinda gone. Is this a kind of writer's blobk as well? But heck it! Guess partially its because things have been going quite smoothly for these past few days.
I shall treat this entry as a warm up session for myself eh?
Ok thats all FolkS!!

CANTtakeIT;4:26 PM

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'TAKE;

"Because of you"

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I have learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole
to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night
in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play
on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to
let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you

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