Monday, December 26, 2005
Saw this clip on the webby n found it very nice so i decided to link it here...
Hmm... its a somber clip no doubt... but i like the piano tune n how i can relate to it.. so touching yet so true...
Yah yah!! XMAS!! haha MERRY XMAS to everyone!! Haha this Xmas has been both interesting, refreshing yet sad n full of dissapointment.
Ok to start things off, i did not go for any loud, crowdy, body rubbing XMAS eve countdown... Y?? cause there was no mood for such things... so in the end.. end up stuck at home with 3 other GUYS who came over. We bought a lot of food n made a sumptious meal...erm... correction...
WE bought a lot of frozen food n mirco-waved a SINFUL meal!! BACON... PIZZA... HOTDOGS... FRIED CHICKEN... NUGGETS.. OTAH.... TIDBITS n a wonderful bottle of red wine....
Haha its the 1st time that i threw a mini party at my room..... not bad for a 1st timer cause i din set the kitchen on fire...
*XMAS EVE DOWN!!*
Xmas day i was invited to my sec sch friends house for a dinner gathering. Honestly, i was having doubts if i shld go...
One: i am not too close to them (been so long le)
Two: I feel akward
But in the end i still went... true enough, i din have much to say to everyone... but i still enjoyed myself cause at the gathering, i felt the spirit of Xmas... (plus another round of sinful food of bacon, ham, etc...) SO many pple have changed.. there was even a mother there!! WO!! Congrats!!
BOxing day was another fun experience for me.... i went to a Wedding dinner!! ok.. this one could have been worst
ONE: Dad din wanna go so MUM drag me along
Two: I dun noe ANYONE... only the aunties there... OMG there is going to some serious communication barriers (CANTONESE!!) n age gap as well
Three: I am so out of shape to fit into my clothes!!
Suprisingly, things din turn out that bad... Ah LAN jie jie bought her youngest child there. A 2yr old kiddo. OMG she is so cute n angelic!! She is so guai as well... just sit her at the table n keep throwing food at her n she will just keep herself biz eating, globbling everything. Haha a glutton at such a young age le ^_^
Though she was intially shy but she warmed up fast n allowed me to carry her around after a few mins. Oh the wedding was glamorous.. think cause the bridegroom is rich bah??
Hmm... her comes the sad part... One of my friends got into some sort of a R/p prob... melancholy n despair i guess...
haiz.. its always saddening to hear sad news..
JIA YOU BA~
CANTtakeIT;4:22 PM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Haha 2day i just watched the lamest show that i had ever watched since the holidays started. If there is any Happy Tree Friends fans out there, KILL BILL is definitely the show that your will like. Hmm... now i am even starting to think if they have any connections. Wow! the Show is full of blood splashing, smaurai swords, limps and head being chopped off, bodies split into half. Haha all the violence u can ever think of. In fact the whole show is RED.... and to top onto that, the lame martial arts fighting scenes, corny music cherography (can u imagine that they had brazillian sambaa while lucy was fighting urma in a 1 v 1 death match?...) all @ to the weird touch of humor.
Because Of You
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I have learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I dont get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way
And its not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know thats weakness in your eyes
Im forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart cant possibly break
When it wasnt even whole to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I dont get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I dont know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
Im ashamed of my life because its empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you
Finally got hold of the song by kelly clarkson. The lyrics are so beautifully written n she sang with so much emotion... its nice, shld listen
CANTtakeIT;8:41 PM
Got a new tuition assignment... this time will be teaching a sec4 student in Chem n Physics. Actually the pay is quite good for this assignment. Ha sorry Pang if ur reading this entry cause this assignment is my bro's friend pass to me one.. so i dun think its quite good to pass it to you though i know that ur looking for an assignment. Hmmm... i guess the only comforting thing i can say to u is that this one is at BEDOK north lor.. so damn far... quite shitty for me also lah... but what to do.. $_$
Read a super interesting article 2day on the net so i thought alot about it. Its super duber funny lor
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wOw! can you imagine some one that is allergic to peanut butter... to think the situation is so jia lat until she had difficulty breathing...
while i was laughing to the article, i suddenly also realize something... seems like everyone have their own soft spots here n there... something that might be ridiculously minor/normal but its extremely volatile n might errupt into a tight situation... haha guess my HR module did reflect well cause i guess they just have to be sensitive to the people around u!!
*tired n sleepy le... still have to meet P for swim*
CANTtakeIT;4:19 AM
Monday, December 19, 2005
Finally finished my 2days of windsurfing and got my level 1 proficiency cert. Haha now i can start renting equipments. Though so, i still find that i no nuts about this sport. Its really a sport that need lots of brains and experience. Though i like the sport much, i dun think my passion for it will last cause its really for a niche group of addicts. Nevertheless after watching YZ this kinda brawl guy manuvering in the waves, i think i will at least be able to hit the stage where i can surf to where i like??
*Bleach 61 is exalting!*
CANTtakeIT;2:36 AM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
OMG... i cant imagine how stoopid i further get.
"Eh wanna come down MOS?? 2day is the opening ley!! Confirm will be nice one!" says A
"But i have windsurfing 2molo ley... early in the morning 8+ some more!!" says ME
"Aiyah, wind surf only mah... can one lah.. no sweat.." says A
"Hmmmm.... Ammm~~.... Arrrr.... Ok lah ok lah i stay till 3am then i gonna leave" says ME
"Ok ok.. i am in the queue, u reach le come n find me" says A
So, happily i went down to MOS at 1130 n when i reach there, it was like WO~ the que was super long, n it was super packed!! My friend had been queing since 10+ and we only manage to have a glimpse of the entrance. Wow! can you imagine the turn out! And to @ on to it, there was a massive parade of ASK CARS driving into MOS. LAmbogini, Ferrari, MeRz, RX. Haiz, what else can i say....
After 2hrs of queing, we gave up n went to velvet instead. Din had fun in the end cause it was late n i had to leave at 3. The most stoopid thing was when i reached home n turned on my com to check my mail, i found this...
argghhh... can u imagine how stoopid i had been considering the fact t hat i know that they will be sending invites n i neber checked my mail!! argghhh.....
Learnt another lesson oso: The way to climb onto a surfing float is exactly the same as climbing out of the bed early in the morning after clubbing....
CANTtakeIT;12:52 AM
Friday, December 16, 2005
Wow~ this week has been sort of a terrible week for me. The weekends were dissappointing, din had much fun n the sucky thing is that ME3102 has officially started. Beginning to foresee a semester of despair and desperation trying to "build" the stoopid robot.
I Witnessed a lot of extremes yesterday night. Something that i thought was SWEET, TOUCHING yet PAS-SE was regarded as PSYCHOTIC n SCARY by others. Haha actually i felt sorry for that guy after knowing more about what happened and what is going to happen. Hehe maybe as what they say,
"Its because you can relate to him ma, thats y u empathize with him."
Yup yup! Its perfectly true. I am feeling sad cause i can really feel how he feel. Hate to see hearts broken and dreams shattered when it comes to this kinda BGR.
That stoopid YC is breathing down my neck le.... he is so super ONZ! Haiz.. think i also have to start taking things seriously regardless whether its PAH or ME3102. This time, I AM GOING TO BE THE ONE WHO IS MAKING A DIFFERENCE!!
*Can suddenly c that a lot of things is starting to change...*
CANTtakeIT;3:44 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Everyone has their spacies in life that they DO NOT want pple to tread onto... not even the slightest attempt to step in will be permitted. So i DO ALSO HAVE MY LIMITS... No matter how close a friend or whoever u are, whenever u cross that line, i will just ask u to FUCK OFF!!
CANTtakeIT;3:48 AM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Haha finally did the intial stage of design for JamX T-shirt. True enough, it lived up to my expectations that IT WUN PASS BRYAN's vetting. Haha yup yup. The design was rejected. -.-"
Haha what sort of design can you expect when i woke up at 9am in the morning n started doing it before the meeting at 1pm in the afternoon. And i dun even dare to tell him this cause i think he will be blowing his top if he hears this. Anyway, gotta go n redo the design man... though it looks good except for the front logo which i myself personally dun like.
But B4 getting down to re-designing... haha its my nature to procrastinate. So i guess i wun be doing it until he starts chasing me around for the design...
*Tired...*
CANTtakeIT;2:36 AM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Been on a running fervor lately. Doing long distances instead of the norm route that i usually jog. Yah... LONG means 8-10km. Not good at gauging with my feet but i only know that it took me about an hour to finish running so i think its around that distance eh? Haha yah yah.. 8-10km is like nothing compared to those marathon runnner... maybe thats their warm-up even?? Haha but its been Eons since i did such kinda running... hmmm.. about 3years plus since i was still in 1SIR?? So its quite miraculous that i am still alive walking..
Damn... n my foot is still feeling sore with some blisters... seems like the pair of running shoes can no longer cushion my feet. LOUSY BROOkS!!
*Jaded in the ever familiar life* -.-"
CANTtakeIT;2:36 AM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
I encountered this problem that in my life recently that have been bothering me cause i cant seem to solve it. Ok! here is how it goes:
A fisherman went fishing at a pond. Inside the pond there was only a fish. Holding in his hand was a 1m long fishing rod. No matter how hard the fisherman cast his rod, he could neber reach the fish cause the fish was swimming 2m away from him. The fisherman tried to perfect his casting skills but it doesn't seem to help cause the fish was still 2m away from him.
The next faithful day, the fisherman went back to the same fishing pond. This time he brought a 2m fishing rod with him. He casted the fishing rod with all his might... however, the fish swam further away. This time the fish was 3m away from him.......
CANTtakeIT;1:36 AM
Monday, December 05, 2005
Revamped my blog, changed the skin to something "WHITE" in preparation for X'mas
Haha X'mas dun really have any meaning to me since i am no catholic, christian, evangelist, methodist, etc... but just feel like embracing the festive season in a lighter mood ^_^
Nothing exciting during my holidays, guess I have reached the plateau of school life where holidays have become a broadway house for me to rest my tired brains and prepare for the semester ahead. <---- so dun blame me for all the boring entry lah ;p GOnna have PAH interview for the organising com later in at 10am n i am starting to feel tired le.. haha starting to hope that i will have "quality" people coming for the interview.
To MY BLOG!!: Actually its quite amusing to look at stoopid Calvin making funny faces at me... haha enjoy staring blankly at him -.-"
CANTtakeIT;2:42 AM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Yeah!! i finally finish compiling my TO-DO list for this holiday of 1month!! its so freaking short and i doubt i can be able to clear most of them... damn it
APPLE
Memoirs of a Geisha
Symbian OS softwares for my phone
8 pack abs!! ^_^
PAH06
Windsurfing
Refurbish my room
FLASH
LINUX
ME3102
Driving license
Haiz... blood screening report will take 2 days n they will mail the results to me... lets just hope that everything will turn out well n its just an over reaction eh??
CANTtakeIT;3:50 AM
OMG~ i just spent 3 hr 30mins surfing the net and looking at my IBOOK...
hmm starting to feel the strong temptation to buy the new IBOOK G4 but then my bro keeps saying..
"U sure ya wanna buy a laptop? You wun be using your desktop after u get ya laptop.... no one will juggle with both computers one:
yah yah i know the desk top in my room is just like 2years old... a P4 processor with 512 ram that can last me for another 2-3 years... yah yah i know that..
BUT!!! BuT!!
ok... so its my fault.. thot initially that i will be playing a lot of PC games so i chose a desktop but now it seems that i have lived past the age of games or rather i dun have time for games.. so now really having deep considerations if i will be needing the lappie not??
The given specs: IBOOK G4 /1.41 GHz
1.42 GHz
14" TFT flat panel
ATI Mobility Raedon 9550 with 32MB DDR SDRAM
60 GB HDD
512 DDR (333 MHz)
2 USB 2.0 port
Slot loading Super Drive (DVD/CD CDRW) <--- thot this only works with the Powerbook??
Built-in 56K V.92 modem (RJ-11)
Built-in 10/100BaseT Ethernet (RJ-45)
Airport Extreme Ready, with Airport Extreme Card included,
Built in BlueTooth 2.0
So how?? Any computer geeks around to give me some advice??
CANTtakeIT;3:30 AM