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Friday, June 09, 2006

Haiz... project D failed again..
Its the 2nd time i am failing my driving.... damn another $160 fly away liaoz $_$

I was so dishearted that i started drifting around in my "mindless" state..
To make the scene even more pathetic... it was raining.. then i was like walking in the rain..
So shuai right? Bet i "dian si" a lot of aunties staring @ my pathetic state...

Haiz... another mood spoiler event...

*------> Doesn't the face say everything??*

CANTtakeIT;12:38 AM

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Life as an intern sucks.... or rather, life as an intern in XXXX(need to protect my ass) sucks.

All the things in the company are making me have regrets applying for internship there. To some extent, i am starting to question my faith in being an engineer. I was so full of drive on my 1st day of work. Now, 3 weeks have barely passsed n i am dragging my "hollow" there while my soul is floating somewhere out there...

Haha but nevertheless, i decided to blog on my company to show my "silent" discontent with the lousy company.
Let me intro some characters that have intruded into my life for the past 3 weeks...
*sorry dudes.. no photos.. i still wanna survive thru my intern*

Uncle P: My supervisor... i call him uncle cause i think he is v old. Everytime he talk to me, i can notice him taking such deep breaths n giving those silent grunt... as if he some one just suck out all the oxygen from him... but i guess its due to old age??

Newton: Newton is the collegue sitting behind me... this guy is a real authentic engineer... Quiet, subtle and behaves like an introvert. The best part about him is that he neber run out of apples..... the 1st day i come office n met him, he was chewing on an apple... from then on, i have neber seen him w/o an apple in his hand. Even when he is typing, he will display 2 apples (like trophies in the display box) on the desk... Guess he is a great fan of newton with all the apples in his stomach n i guess its the only place where it defy the law of G...
haha but during lunch, its the time when he really transform into the typical engineer!! sitting in the back row of the canteen drooling over the gers.... revealing the demon in him... haha

38 monkey: He is one of those active, talkative guy that exists in every office. N yes! he is xtremely 38... all the news dun escape his ears.... especially when any new HR ger is being employed... he will be the 1st to noe...

Mr Biz: this guy is the best!! sittting just beside me yet i neber spoke to him more than 10times. Always act like v biz but everyone noes that there is nothing much to do in the company lah...

Today!!
Mr 38 monkey n newton standing behind my seat staring @ me early in the morning...
"Oh ur reading the industry pump catalogue..." says E
"yah i got nothing much to do... so read a bit lor..."
"haha now then u realize that pump is more chim right?? haha" says 38 (he is doing pumps..)

*later the day...newton appeared behind my cubicle peeping @ me again...

"Wah.. how come u read story book...wait i report u to uncle P ar!"
"Erm... got nothing to do mah.. n the pump book read until v sianz le.."
"oh izzit... oh u shld read this, this....."

n he starts going on n on n on...
"or u shld try to memorize everything!! haha then u can be the king of PUMPS!!"

i always find it amusing when he say such stuff.... he keeps having this fantasy that when he got time, he will memorize all the pressure vessel codes, pump codes n he will become the "king of pressure vessel n pumps"!!
......... so much for the apples.... maybe they are starting to rot in his brains.....

CANTtakeIT;12:22 AM

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'TAKE;

"Because of you"

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I have learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole
to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night
in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play
on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to
let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you

'IT;

-MY HISTORY-

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