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Saturday, December 09, 2006

The first


I was sitting on the train back home when at this particular station, this guy boarded the train. He was holding onto his daughter’s hand and they stood at the corner beside my seat. Guess it was the little girl who attracted my attention as she was quite an adorable little girl. They were talking as they entered and somehow or rather, I found that I was eavesdropping on their conversation.

“DADDY!! What’s the difference between the first and second?” the little girl said.

*Silence*

KPO as I always was, I inched nearer to hear what the daddy was going to answer his daughter.

*Silence*

Puzzled by the long silence from the conversation, I leaned even closer to listen to the hearings of a father.

“DADDY!! I can c myself in your eye!” the little girl said this time.

This time, I too glanced up at the small figure only to see her looking up gleefully at her father while the towering father was looking down on the little figure.

Puzzled by why the father did not say anything, I looked into the eyes of the father and suddenly I heard his voice.

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The first is always the most memorable thing that will ever happen in a person’s life and will stay in their heart for the longest till last.

The first is when I hold your hands and I called you dear.

The first is your face whom I wanna see when I wake up first thing in the morning

The first is when you saw flowers lying at the doorstep

The first is when we celebrated our 1st month anniversary.

The first is when you were angry with me and you refuse to look at me

The first is when you celebrate my 1st birthday together

The first is when your angry with me and I hoax you.

The first is when your away for the first time we are together for Christmas


I found myself looking back at the small figure who was holding onto her fathers hands. The little girl was still looking up at her father in the eye, fascinated by the reflection of herself in her father’s eyes.

It was now then I realized that the voice was not coming from his mouth but from the reflection in his eyes. The tears that were welling up in his eyes….


How many first do we have?

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"Because of you"

I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I have learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole
to start with
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night
in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
Because of you
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you I never stray
too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play
on the safe side so I don’t get hurt

Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to
let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life
because it’s empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you



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